And now I just

This might be a beautiful fairy tale for children when he was going to sleep and dream :)
And now I just sit in silence And I will try with every rhyme

I ponder of something terrifying
One thing consists of consistence
Oh my,
Too deep
There's no hiding for me
I'm forced to deal with what I feel
I find it hard to hide it

I have these thoughts
So often I ought
Reminding me of
My pride is no longer inside
I know it's hard sometimes
Even harder to write when you know that tonight
All these questions

I know, I know what that means, I know
I'm trying, I'm trying to sleep
But I can't,
Simply suggest my chest and this confused music

Up and up, up and up
Just need love
Searching for the water hoping for the rain
I really thought you were on my side
But now no nobody by my side

This may be my life
I accept it with sincerity
Just need love
I really thought you were on my side