I'll Always Love You From Afar , Cause You're My Mama

mom , i now i let you down i guess we are who we are headlights shining in the dark night i drive on mybe we took this too far , i went in headfirst never thinking about who what i said hurt , my mom probably got it the worst but I'm sure he's smiling there ,

you're still beautiful to me, cause you're my mom and perhaps I did not grow up like this if you are still there . especially when dad, he fucked us .!! still got a ways to go , back to grandma's house it's straght up the roa and i was the man of the house , the oldest. . that's when i realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or 

changable but forgive me for what I have committed this that make you angry or upset and i'm way to old to cry , that shit's painfl thogh foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yuours. one thing i never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was he was so very disappointing us .so mom please accept this as a tribute i wrote when I was still in school and until now only I could post them, I never post or 

disclose to anyone even those closest to me .that I'll always love you from afar , cause you're my mama . just know that i'm alright , i am not afraid to die , mamah hopefully there smiling always, i love you mom many more things I want to write, but probably not yet time mom, I'll keep it and will write all of them because I have to write it with a vengeance so mom , please accept this as a tribute.